yeah I don't know, I kinda don't believe him. I don't think he really wants to build a new, healthier future with me. I don't know why I think that, because he seemed really sincere, was very kind and helpful with stuff. But, I wonder if he is just stringing me a long here, he said he'd call me next week when he gets a new phone. History tends to repeat itself.
Hmm... I don't know. One of my favorite quotes from Hamlet, "there's something rotten in the state of Denmark". Just don't really believe him.
Either way, it's ultimately my choice if I'm going to let him lead me on or not, which I'm not giving him that control. Although I'm not ready to date anyone, I joined an online dating website just to "see what's out there". Also, still very patiently waiting for my alanon books/codependent books to arrive in the mail. Sheesh.