((AMY)) Im so sorry Amy.. sounds like youve been through alot and I didn't mean to sound disrespectful to your situation. I am glad you found something that made you decide to change your life for the better.
As for my friend.. he is just starting his path to hell .. he's NOT smoking daily yet; only like crazy on weekends.. he hasnt lost anything yet (only his fun personality).. he still has a full time job, a car, and a 25 foot sailboat he's been building for three years.. it was his dream to sail it, this year. He still knows well enough to stop on Sunday so he doesnt have drug hangovers at work. Its my only ray of hope he stil makes some rational decision.. . for now.
Its just so frustrating to be told in so many words....he gone, the drug has won, I need to give up and walk away. Wait!! he hasnt sold his soul to the devil yet!! I dont know what to do .. I hate this!!!!!!!
I would just kill for him call me up (like he use) and say "what's up chicken butt" . I miss him terrribly.