:tri well done,
For me the first step i have to aceppt 100% that i am powerless over alcohol
as my sponsor always says lets look at your record
and once i done that, i have to admit that he was right my record, trying to prove that i could drink normaly was not a good one and my life was unmanageable because i took drink when i know that it's not a very good idea the (insanity) thats why i came to believe that a power greater than me was needed
hope you find a sponsor i know there is one out there for you.
God would not have lead you this far and let you go it alone
Follow the steps and you won't fall off
GOD BLESS YOU MY FRIEND