Originally Posted by hardy

Thanks everyone. I'm not okay but I'm okay. I was feeling terrible because I was sober 3 days then used a little yesterday. It felt like the 3 days were a waste but I haven't used since and while my sober days starts over again, the little slip isn't like starting all over in terms of. Detox. So I would be lying if I said I didn't fight thoughts of suicide but I'm okay. I just want to make it one week without using and I'm frustrated that it is so hard for me. I just want to know I can make it 7 days. Of course I have work ahead of me but ill feel like I have a chance if I can make it a week. So I'm starting over today and want so much to feel good about myself if I can do it. Today is day one,