Originally Posted by
hardy 
The it thing that prevents me from just getting help is the fear of what my family will do. I know I should do what's best for me but we all know life isn't that simple. I really give up. I'm ready for it to be over.
Is the fear that what your family will do...Worse than the fear of what your plan is Hardy?....I think if you know what's best for you....You should do that...Forget about how simple or not life is for awhile...And check yourself in to the ER...Nothing wrong with asking for help....No matter what fears you have.