Originally Posted by
sugarbear1 
A secret recipe, eh?
I hated my first meeting, too.
Congratulations on 8 days!!!!!!!! You are amazing!! The dynamics here are a bit different. Very small community, melting pot of nationalities.... Not really the best environment for a super private personality like me to be in at THIS stage of recovery. I'm not close to being an expert, but I know myself. I had encounters with some of the individuals there... It's best I go to another meeting where I don't know anyone and vice versa..
And no, the recipe isn't a secret