Muffin I'll soon be 58 and have 1 year 9 months soberiety. In the beginning I said things like what's the use I'm 57, over-the-hill, doesn't rallly matter anyway. I sometimes still think thoughts but not as much as when I deciced to stop using. I was at a near squalid poverty level of existince till just a month ago. Now I've got this new high paying job and all is good. It's getting better by the minute for me. If I were to go back using I would probably drink myself to death. If you know in your heart that alcohol is a bad problem in your life, then please quit. It was hard for me in the beginning, but you can do it. SR is an excellent place to find help. Thanks for the thread.
