I'm at the doctor's office right now so I'm missing my meeting today, and tomorrow I think I'm getting a sponsor. I find that I can cut ties, but I don't get much respect from Sam and Apple cause I know they are happier when I'm useing because they are all I have when I am. They seem to know just what to say to tear me apart or get right under my skin to worry me sick for them, and get my brain going hay-wire.