Originally Posted by
LostInLife89 
I work A.A. I didn't feel comfortable at N.A. and I only just recently committed to A.A. because of the dreams.
That works...I have a lot of addicts in my morning meeting...It's working for them...That's all that counts...One of the many changes I had to make...After 35 years of drinking...Was changing who my "friends" were...Some of them had to go...It was like they were happier if I drank...Sounds like you have the same problem....Cut ties....If being clean is what you want....You have to do it...Have you gotten a sponsor and worked the steps?