Originally Posted by
intjuniper 
Any advice? (Yes, I went to AA all of last year, all the while stopping at the liquor store following a meeting....)
I would advise going back to AA and NOT stopping at the liquor store. Buddy up with one of the girls to help get you home "safe and sound".
Did you have a sponsor in AA? It sounds like you have to dive into AA with both feet.
Wishing you the best.
Bob R