I can totally relate OVRock, here is one of my posts/poems on this exact subject from 2009... Life can be so much better if you put everything you have in you into getting sober & your recovery program. Cheers ~NB
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NewBeginning010 Good luck with your AA meeting's & finding the right sponsor for you.
I can totally relate to the "Broken Soul" thing right now, actually I wrote a poem about it recently (below).
Take care & all of the best.
NB
Broken Soul
feeling broken today
but not sure why
my memories haunt me
no matter how hard I try
lost & bewildered
sits this broken soul
trying to figure out
how to fill up this hole
I have let alcohol
ruin my life
along with its friends
torture & strife
I need a new plan
to steer things right
to embrace & hold onto
with all of my might
so just for today
is how I must think
to save me from
that very first drink
for today I am broken
yes this is true
but I am still hopeful
of a beginning anew
by
New Beginning
June 19, 2009