Appreciate
I am really appreciating all of your replies and advice. I feel like I need to leave but I am just not sure how to do it. I am just so confused and scared. Scared of what is going to happen to us, to him, just scared of the entire situation. I do love this man, we have been married for 15 years, together for 17. I just feel like if I leave him, I will just be turning my back on him and giving up.
Please, I am so confused and sad..