I was a binge drinker and at first only on weekends but then as circumstances in my life got worse, I found any excuse I could to binge drink, and was binge drinking pretty much every day. It spiraled way out of control and I didn't know how to cope without alcohol. I too have (had) anxiety and depression and alcohol just made those problems even more compound. Don't let it get as bad for yourself as it did for me... I agree that AA is a great place that can help you! So is SR. Best wishes.