I also want to say- upon re reading my post- that I dont in any way want to present the idea that social drinking is possible for everyone. Brae's original post could easily be me talking about weed. I can't smoke once - can't stand being around it- and I often am- but it horrifies me to think of the cloud I stayed in with that ****. I can also easily foresee total abstinence from alchohol- just to avoid the mental noise around the idea of drinking socially- going forward I want to be as healthy as possible and gluten/sugar are in my sights next- which would include beer.