my story...hummm, had a boyfriend that was off drugs for 5 mths...i do to this day believe he was clean...but started noticing things off...realized months to follow was drinking and sneaking it at all times(in the car mostly, so i did not see)....i knew, and i felt it...something had changed....
he left me PERIOD
left a Dear John letter....in plain simple words..."I do not want to take you down with me..."...thank god i was not his hostage...he was in so much pain, and he needed help, but that was for him to decide...not me...
dont know where he is today...i hope he is well
for me...thank god i got a clean slate...working on my own recovery...sure did OPEN my eyes...
maybe that is what we are trying to show you here...is to OPEN YOUR EYES...and stop the denial and the merry-go-round...
please find Nar anon or Al anon meeting....it would so help...