StuckinFL: You've identified at least one trigger, and that's having money in your pocket, and you've also identified an action plan to help you keep from using, and that's reaching out to this forum, reading and posting. You've come a long way already, keep on making progress. It's all baby steps, but everything in life is accomplished one step at a time. It's really good to hear you're doing well!!! **{happy hugs}}