SIF - We are all with you. We all know too well the terrible grip these 'poison pills' have on us. I quit a 300mg habit in Dec. 2011 CT and suffered greatly but, it was worth every sleepless night, the crazy RLS (in my case just in my arms), profuse chills and sweating along with all the other withdrawral symtoms. But, when you come out on the other side it's like being reborn. Don't let your addict brain run your life. Tell it you are stronger than it is and with every passing moment you're closer to the freedom we all want and worked so hard to achieve. When I finally broke through, I was so proud that I felt like a kid again and I'm 51. Keep going forward and never look back!
I wish you all the luck in the world, but you will need to work very hard to put this demon in its rightful place - HELL!