thank you krismarie and KuanYin. kuan, ive thought about going to an na meeting more than once and even looked them up online around my area and theyre always when im working.
i work in a couple hours but till then just gonna be around the house watching tv, might do some cleaning. its terrible that i know in the back of my mind, one of the things stopping me from making that call and getting something right now is the fact that i have no money. which wont be the same after work tonight. just keep tryna push the thought outa my head any time it pops in. deff not spending any of the money i make tonight on that ****. well thanks again peeps