Hang in there sissy. We all have those periods. Everything seems to break all at once, we get down on ourselves. Everytime I get like that, I go to a meeting and hear something that I need to hear. Just talking with other sober alcoholics before and after the meeting lifts my spirits.
Your still ALIVE and SOBER! That's a victory! Sometimes we just have to hang on to that. As long as you don't drink and do the things you need to do you are going to be ok. This period will pass and you will be stronger.
Thanks for all you contribute to SR.
God bless.