Hey Sissy, you are doing great wheather you think so or not. You came to a support site and dumped honestly! I have to agree with the op who work the program in AA. I have met some wonderful friends (women) ! Our relationships are like none I've ever had before. When I am feeling like you did tonight, I call my friends in the program and they lift me up. Also you might meet a handy man in the rooms that charges a great deal or accepts payments. All kinds of things happen in these rooms. Jobs are found, rides are given, hands are extended!!! I'm glad you are feeling better! :ghug3