past sick and tired
all I hear is you can do it...bla bla bla......some can, some can't....what's the deal.....I HAVE will power....but I don't have power over the shaking,freezing, feeling like crap 24/7 not sleeping for 5 days and go to ER and no one understands??????? lets give you some muscle relaxers and nausa meds.....yeah....give me MORE medicine.....I just want to be free...and if it takes a bullet.....so be it......I have to do it pills cause I don't want people I love to see a mess......step in front of a train???? Jump in front of truck...jump off bridge....I just want it quick and simple.....but NOTHING is simple....I am loosing it VERY fast and no one listens, no one cares......humans are a funny people.