((megan))
How heartbreaking for you ~ I hate so much that you have been thru this difficult time ~
For me, what helped me to NOT continue doing the same things over and over again - was to DO something different like the saying "if you want something different, do something different"
So I started attending Al-anon meetings, reading recovery literature, posting & reading here on SR, working with a sponsor, journaling and praying & meditating with my HP ~
It kept my focus off of the addicts in my life and put it back on me.
That's what helps me to stay Happy, Joyous and PINKFully FREE!!
PINK HUGS,
Rita