Sounds like like you guys are like me (struggling to make the right choices and feeling better when we do). Yesterday was 5 weeks sober and I had to check iCal just to make sure! Since I've been going to AA this time sober, I spend MUCH more time reading, attending meetings and trying to be productive than counting my sober days. Actually, it seems I think less about drinking even though I'm actively not drinking. It feels good.
BF comes home from rehab Sunday and I'm finding myself (very) anxious about it : ( Of course, I'm super excited to have him home as I've missed him so much and while these 4 weeks of solo reflective time have been a little lonely it was exactly what I needed to start my recovery for myself and by myself. I just hope we can be sober and happy together and not rely on each other too much in our own recovery journeys.
Way to go everyone, your posts make me smile! You guys are doing so well. Have a GREAT day!