I've recently left my boyfriend after 4 years together, 2 years of this he's been an out in the open alcoholic. Due to post tramatic stress he began drinking heavily and the rest I'm sure you all know about. I'm completely heartbroken and I know this is for the best but I don't want to give up hope that he will for himself get there and be happy again. For my own recovery im at a loss where to turn, I've tried alanon but I'm only 25 and I don't mean to sound ageist but I felt like a child with alot of old grannies fussing over me! And I know it's not a religious group but as soon as someone mentions god I switch off and don't want to hear anymore!
I've been signed off work for 2 weeks by my doctor to help me get myself together and I don't think I've eaten for about a week which isnt good for me at the best of times as I'm a size 8! But this is no good for me since all I do is go round and round it all in my head!
I don't know where to go.
