Hi, my name is JuJu and I am an alcoholic.
I drink every night after 6PM. I justify it by being bored. I cannot surf the net because I work on a computer all day, so it hurts my eyes to do it at night. I cannot watch TV because I find it incredibly boring. So, I plant myself in a chair on the porch and smoke a pack of cigaretts while driniking oh, probably half a gallon of wine. I know, it is ridiculous.
I have not had a sober night for five years. Five years ago I was arrested for the DUI and spent the night in jail. This alone was enough to stop me from drinking and driving, but I drink at home. A lot. I don't even want to know what my liver looks like.
Today is my first sober night in many, many years. God help me.
I will drink green tea and try to occupy myself with something. Some things I could come up with are: 1. Clean the bathroom. 2. Jump on the mini-trampoline. 3. ... ?
Thank you for listening and help.