I am an atheist. I have said (and meant) that I am agnostic. The two aren't light years away from each other in meaning, really. Agnostic pretty much just means that you're not sure *if* 'something else' exists.. Atheists such as myself can certainly feel that way.. I don't believe there is a God, but I don't claim to know that for sure. I believe in a lot of things that are more powerful than I am. A lot of people find meaningful recovery without believing in God. Focus on you..