Hey Grits...Just have faith in what you believe in...That will carry you.....I heard something cool in a meeting the other day...Bill Wilson...Who was an agnostic before he had his Sprititual Awakening and wrote the Big Book with some help from fellow alkies...Said once that he felt kind of bad for athiests...Because when they had miracles happen in their lives...They had no one to thank for it...Glad to see you are on the path Grits...Give it all you got and don't be afraid to ask for help...