Stay Strong
I too was or should prob say still am addicted to oxycodone. At my worst i was at 300-450 mg a day. I last used on 3/5 and then went through 2 days of withdrawl, which was the absolute worst 2 days of my life, but I needed to do it so I was clean to start Suboxone, which I did on 3/8. Started with 8mg film and within 40 min I felt better. I took another 8mg later in the evening and now i'm staying on 8mg twice a day, MD added 400mg of neurontin 3 times a day too for a little something to help with pain and anxiety, so far its working well.. I woke up this am and felt amazing. I hope that you can continue with the Sub and stay off the oxy. Like you said, your not going to feel it with the SUb on board, you are just going to put yourself back into withdrawl. Maybe you could ask your Dr for an antianxiety type med to go along with your Sub. Stay strong, and keep telling yourself that you are bigger than your addiction!!! I hope to keep taking my own advice as well!!