Originally Posted by
clairy 
hi Holly, i'm feeling exactly the same as you at the moment, same questions and i just can't get my head around all of this
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Yeah its all very confusing, but I was just reminded that I probably won't figure it out for a long time so I just need to accept that I'm not going to get the answer to that today and focus on not drinking today. How many days do you have now without alcohol? I'm on day 3.