Originally Posted by
katrinka Holly7, I can't figure out why I used alcohol to self medicate either, or why I can't stop until the wine bottle was empty. I'm far from rock bottom but alcohol was taking away my time and memory and affecting my health so it was time to quit. I wouldn't drink poison and wine is poison for me. I think as some more time goes by, the reason to quit will become more apparent.
Thank you. I guess I should just leave the "Whys" until a later date and just deal with getting through today.