Originally Posted by
Holly7 
Yeah, and last night's meeting was definitely a wake up call, but all today i keep pestering myself about why my drinking got to this point in the first place. I know where I could end up if I continue. I just confused as to why I started drinking like this in the first place when nothing really tragic happened to me when I first started drinking.
Holly...Nothing happened to me when I started drinking either...I loved it...Then I crossed that line where it wasn't fun anymore..I couldn't control it...And I couldn't go back to when it was fun..Get out while your life is good and you still have a husband...I wasn't so lucky...I lost everything.