Originally Posted by
DisplacedGRITS 
Hello and welcome, Holly7. I'm in a similar situation. I have it pretty good but my drinking has gotten out of control. For me, i am going to start bringing my body to AA meetings and listening to everyone's experiences to remind myself of what could happen. Just becausebi haven't hit rock bottom doesn't mean i have to to get sober.
Yeah, and last night's meeting was definitely a wake up call, but all today i keep pestering myself about why my drinking got to this point in the first place. I know where I could end up if I continue. I just confused as to why I started drinking like this in the first place when nothing really tragic happened to me when I first started drinking.