All I can say is that you are most likely at a VERY critical point in your life.
STOP NOW!!!!! Because believe me when I say that one pill a day becomes 2. 2 Pills a day becomes 3, 3 becomes 4....
When you get to that point, you are SCREWED!
There is NO SUCH THING as a long term casual oxy user. Only addicts who cannot control their actions anymore until they run out of money, steal everything in site, and possible wind up in the penal system.
Stop now!