triggered
Some of you may remember that my mum has cervical cancer and got treatment for it
She had a scan done and the results of the scan she is getting tomorrow
i wont know anything until she is home from the scan so thats about 5-6pm
part of me really wants to have a drink but i know that it wont change the out come of my mums results i was on the phone to her and she was talking about getting drunk with my uncle tomorrow if the out come is good
it kinda triggered me in to wanting a drink... am very worried about the out come of the tests because me mum said that she wont have anymore treatments if it comes back with the cancer still being there.
Last week i managed to go to an AA meeting on my own but there is no way id be able to manage one tonight, because of my social anxiety and mentally i dont feel able to sit in a room full of people i dont know
There is an open meeting tomorrow at 8pm that my husband can come with me to no matter what the out come is i will be going to that AA meeting as i think i will need it