Originally Posted by
gplmdyw 
To my surprise, I immediately began to receive some terrible behavior, girl cliques, etc., and lately I've actually been getting people contacting me online, text message and via phone to intentionally manipulate me. I know these AAs are suffering and looking for relief, and I believe my Adult Child fear and vulnerability leaves me as a perfect target.
I re-read this part of your post and can relate to this also.
ALL of my relationship are changing, and I am starting to realize what a stuck situation I get into with relationship from people that can act this way.
This is exhausting also. For me (only), I am realizing though that there is a reason I attract this behavior from others into my life. Luckily I was also given the tools to change this.
I have been in recovery 12 years from my ED. Except for a bout of Mono 7 years ago I truly am more tired then I have ever been.