Bamboo,
It's gonna be OK.I remember others on SR telling me so,and not believing them.
I was wrong.We are not just disembodies messages on the internet.We are people.
We know what you are going through because we have been there,too.
That's why we care.That's why we share empathy.
Because we know the pain.And we know it doesn't last forever.
Get help if you need it....but above all things......hold on!