Originally Posted by
Theophania 
This is not what I want from a sober life. I don't want to be around this crap. I want to leave AA, but for some reason I just can't... I don't hate the program or the people, quite the opposit, I am so grateful for what it has taught me, but I guess I just feel like I have 'outgrown' AA.
You can leave AA, but you may feel a strange, lingering, inexplicable pull back to the rooms. I say this because you are showing 'classic' signs of what I call the 'AA hangover'. People hear evil, see evil, and feel angry -- rightly so -- but still find it difficult to not praise AA on the way out.