Welcome Chardan....to the SR family...You are in the right place.
There are many people here who understand and sympathise with your situation, believe me its the best place to be right now. People will reply to you in time. I personally dont feel qualified yet to advise correctly as I am new myself to the site and still ploughing through my journey. But there are many people here ahead of you and in time you will receive some fantastic guidance.
keep coming and keep reading and posting
I believe the stickies at the top of this page are invaluable, I am still reading them myself.
Nice to meet you!