Thanks guys. When I look back on last night's post, the morning of Day 12, it seems a little short-sighted. And a little common. Friday is supposed to be a celebration--but why do I think it has to include alcohol? A workout would be good, a horse event would be good, quilting would be good, as would watching a movie.
So what's interesting here for us to consider is that I have all kinds of outlets. I am simply used to the "mental vacation" of artsoul's reference. In other words, disappearing into a place where I am not myself. From this vantage point--awfully healthy and in control--that seems ridiculous. It is the addiction that makes it impossible to assume I can achieve it.
But I certainly plan to achieve it. Thanks for your ideas and for reminding me of how limited my thinking has been.