my second day one
thank you for everyone who stood by me and your kind words as i struggled through my first night of trying not to drink. it was a fail, but i did drink less than i normally would because of you guys, for what its worth.i shouldve known better to keep the last of that wine in the house it was almost like an evil security blanket.so today is my day one. im buying some chai tea(my favorite in the world) to sip on tonight to comfort me and keep my hands and lips busy while i watch my shows.it was really hard coming clean to my brother about needing a psychiatrist, he still doesnt understand the whole thing because he wasnt abused like my sister and I. nonetheless he is supportive and wants me to be well so he looked up some numbers for me.thank you for all your prayers and support.*deep breath* i can do this.day one.again.