Hi Tendencies,
First Congrats on your little over 1 year. I remember my first year sober and I too had those thoughts still in my head. Do you remember that sayin' " If you walk 10 miles into the woods it's going to take more then just a few steps to get out again" This was so true for me. I was a 30 + years of drinking and my last 5 years was every day of hard drinking and it just about killed me.
I stepped up my recovery program and put a little more work in it and glad I did cause I just hit the 3 years sober mark and I live a life that I could never have even imagined I would have. I believe any sensible program will work as long as you put the
work in it. And it's about balance and keeping your "need for recovery" in check. I think your doing good Tendencies, keep moving forward, there nothing back there in that bottle for us but death.
peace..
