How did this happen??
I am so embarrassed my mum is an alcoholic and drug addict and i have always thought i would never be like that I don't need a drink and can go weeks without drinking but when I do drink I drink excessively I am so ashamed.
Last night was a work night out and i got so drunk i have lost a few hours and have no idea what happened. I am a good person i have tried so hard to make my life good i worship my children and husband however once drunk i behave in such an awful way. I dont know what to do but I know that I cant drink anymore I dont want to be that person.