The health service here is in my opinion very good.
despite the fact I feel like they have on this occassion let me down.
I am still the emotional cripple I was before, maybe more so...?
But
All by myself, I am still sober, and sweet lord its been hard. Not the actual giving up, that was for the most part fairly easy, but he enforced cold, sober examination of my own pathetic, I did not sign up for that.
Nobody said that would be easy, but I am sure you never said it would be this hard.
