To nodaybut2day
Hello, thanks for your reply earlier, i'll introduce myself...Elena, 36, Spanish and English teacher, and i live in France...got a 7 year old boy and since i separated have had a year and half on and off relationship with the wrong guy, wrong in every way, and my drinking has got a bit out of control and unmanageable at times... i still have an ok job and lead 'a normal life' to friends, family etc but i feel i'm at breaking point and my so called 'normal life' may end soon...got these thoughts about ending it all, but when i think about my boy...i just can't, gotta get going somehow, thanks for your advice and for caring, love x