Originally Posted by
lizatola 
I'm sorry it came to that for you. I pray it doesn't end like that for us, but I have to admit that building up trust is going to take some time for me. I've been hurt by the lies, the deceptions, and his immaturity and I know that I have to work on forgiveness first and then regaining trust. Right now, I'm just working on dealing with my anger! Baby steps that hopefully lead me in the right direction.
No need to be sorry, I'm not. That is simply life. I am a Buddhist and as such I expect things to change. Things/People/Places come and go.
I wish you success in your recovery and hope things work out. Just don't be afraid to let go if they don't.
Edit: Remember it is just a relationship, that's all. Happy ever afters are not guarenteed. Although I can say I am having a happy ever after since I turned my focus on my self.
Your friend,