Hi,
My husband has been sober 10 years, for which I am very grateful. However, he has no program. I don't know how many meetings he went to in the past, but he says the only time he thinks about beer was when he went to meetings because that's all they talked about.
I am feeling sad because there is still a huge wall between us, a wall that I'd blame completely on the alcohol.
I am sad because I think I still can't get bread from a hardware store.