Originally Posted by DoinThis

I'm doing so so well I need some super help to resist temptation this weekend.


Anyway my problem now is I'm returning to my home town (2hr flight away) for a wedding this Saturday. I will have no husband, no kids, be around ALL my best friends who are letting loose! All this I could probably handle as if I'm having a good time it's easier to resist alcohol than if I'm not. The biggest issue is that the wedding is on a beach that my mum and I walked on ALL the time and the reception is at a restaurant at that beach where my mum and I shared a million coffees and lunches. I'm scared the raw grief will drive me to numb it with a drink as that is how I dealt with it in the beginning.
Also my alcy voice is telling me 'you've done a month off now, your fine'.