I tried to get out of going, spoke to 2 besties who said not an option! They know of my struggles but I guess they don't completely 'get it' as they're not addict. They said they'd help me not drink blah blah....
But I seriously HAVE to go! Best friend who's finally getting married at 40, paid $500 for ticket as I booked last minute due to worries about going, even hubby thinks it will be good for me and being on that beach will somehow help me move forward....as long as I don't drink :|