Originally Posted by
Db1105 
I first came to believe that not drinking could restore me to sanity. The AA fellowship was a power greater than me and I saw it was working for others, so maybe it would work for me. I was another of the fake it to you make it people. Years later I still feel like I'm faking it, but I'm still sober.
Interesting, Db. I have felt that 'faking it' was a necessary skill sometimes required to 'push thru' and get the day done. I'm not sure about still feeling like I'm faking it nowadays though. I know you too have decades of sober time, and so I'm wondering if you could perhaps expand on your experiences.