Thank you Ann for the huggs...
I actually think I need to think about these things. Its just difficult.
And I guess I actually did suffer my own trauma finding BF like that; and maybe I havent dealt with all those emotions fully. I think I need to work on exploring it now that some time has passed.
Its just hard reliving it in my mind.
And its Friday; your not supposed to be down close to end of day on Friday !